2013 年了!

转眼
还真的好久没写望部落了~


回顾以前
曾经的自己那么向往出国念书
不知不觉
已经过了一年
一年在澳洲的生活
怎么形容呢

总是和人说
“在外国生活 真的 没有想象的那么好”
当然也没有很不好

不是很清楚为什么
感觉 都不是我一直想要的

本来是想单纯的过生活
去了那边
好像不能了

身边的人
让自己感到无名的压力

双面人
已经不能辨别了

很辛苦
很辛苦

还是
自己出现了矛盾
也已经不知道了

感觉
不能融入他们的世界
也不想改变自己进去他们的世界

回到自己的家
反而感到很轻松

不想想了

还是
这才是大人/长大后 应该所面对的现实呢？

Times flies
Have been stayed in Australia for one year and back to Malaysia

As wished, I have learnt, experience and understand throughout my 21 years old in overseas. Things never been as good as wish. Fortunately, everything is good now. Will be going to another state next year. Believe it will be another interesting year. Seriously hope that could meet someone that share the same dream, interest as well as habits. This determine my entire postgrads life!

So, what I missed the most in Australia?

My family - I miss their noise in the room!
My buddies - I miss the time we hang out and chat whole day long!
My friends - I miss the time we discussed assignments, ideas!
The food - arghhh~ always craving for Roti Canai and Bah kuh teh! seafood!
The house - hehehhe.. yeah~ my house is bigger than the 'room'~
The bicycle - i miss cycling around my housing area *but i haven do this till now~
The piano - i miss playing piano although i am not good with it. *Forget how to play now :(
and the list continue...

I know this should be expected when i decided to live in Australia for one year. But, in fact, i didn't expect it will be so much. Not being home for one year often make me helpless and depressed. Luckily, Running Man cure it~ LOL! hahhahahah!!

Alright, times to update! I know my blog is always no viewer, maybe i should say just take this note and make me remember something have changed. Yeap. I have laser my eyes on 9th of January 2013. This is another one that i was waiting for. Currently in the process for recovering. So, what will change after this? Do more sports? perhaps! hehehe..

I always wish to join a dance club and of course, without paying any fees >< Have tried in Adelaide by joining their trial class, but after that cost around 30 AUD per class~ C.R.A.Z.Y! Hope i can join one in Sydney! :)

Time to off!

p/s: the picture above is captured from Brighton beach, Melbourne, Australia :)

Blessed,
Annie