End with a wonderful full stop, 2011.

Year twenty-eleven, will be an extraordinary year for me.
Throughout the year, I have learnt, experience, tried and even discovered a lot of stuff.

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Exhauted

Heading to one month anniversary for my this year temporary job.
I learnt nothing except for the disadvantage of a manual company.

In fact, i am not a picky job seeker.
I just wish to at least learn something from a company even doing the basic stuff of the company.

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Last Year Story

Re-organizing photos that i taken using my mobile.

And, i saw this.
A picture that taken during my internship in Maersk.
The candy was given out during their Annual Dinner, while the biscuit behind were distributed during the CNY celebration.

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Community Service Initiative.

"Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal.

Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries, and avoid all entanglements.

Lock it up safe in a casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in the casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change.

It will not broken; it will become unbreakable. impenetrable. 

To love is to be vulnerable." 

- CS Lewis

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It's not easy as what i thought

只有当知道自己即将离开，才发现，自己其实不可能潇洒的离去，事实上，不舍得的东西，还蛮多的。This is my first thought that study abroad seems not to be a 100% right choice...

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How are you?

你
最近还好吗？

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心·溢满 random

有些事情
有些心情

是不知道要用什么词来形容

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Learning Tour to Beautiful Gate

There's so many unfortunate person out there.
Disabilities, orphanage and so on...

But, how many people out there willing to come out from their comfort zone and give them a hand?

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Eventsss!!

"I am not a good friend. Forced some of them to support my event :( But, still i am grateful for that because the supportive from you guys are meaningful as it meant a LOT to me :) The feeling of happiness does not fade because of that, but increased as we understand, we owe each other a lot ;) And, as a result, the bond between us, matched AMAZINGLY :D I heart and thanks to all of you!"

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生存之道 It's LIFE

人们常说

“不用理会别人的眼光，做自己就好。"

难道真的是这样吗？

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Target 目标

Ultimate Success Formula

1. Set extremely clear and goals

2. Develop a strategy to move towards your goal (modelling + creativity = super strategy)

3. Massive and consistence action

Four type of people should be in group

1. Fire

2. Water

3. Earth

4. Air

I have set a goal. A dream that i have always wish to do.

I should now start to hunt people to make it real.

Supportive from friends usually will be the best encouragement.

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爱情白痴 Don't make it complicated please

读了某一位朋友的部落格

深有同感

我承认

我是爱情白痴

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聚的体会 The Mid-Autumn Night

聚

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Serious issue

我承认

自己开始承不住气了

越来越没有耐性

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Lucky 幸运

笑容的背后

总有一段故事

照片的背后

有许多人的故事

有许多我们都无法改变和抹去的过去

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两年半前 Two and a half years ago...

This was my achievement for this holiday.

I spent 2 hours to figure it out and complete with the first picture.

That is for my besties: Wendy, Jessie, CV, PK and Wloon.

The second will be for 5s5'08 of course.

Feel like doing it for my own sake.

This is the picture of the whole class after 2 and a half year graduating.

Most of us changed. :)

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The Saddest Girl in the World

I've finally done with this story books. It took me 4 days to complete it. I shouldn't say this is fast as i read before a thicker book with shorter period of time. But, definitely, this is a nice book and i will recommend it to you. :)

I bought it during my semester break last few months back. I did not managed to finish reading it during that 3 weeks of holiday is due to my laziness of course. This book was placed the corner of my study table which i often remind myself that i have a book to read and my reason will always the same:" Today have coursework to do, no time reading it." xP However, this particular reason doesn't works for this week as it is the Malay new year and malaysia independence day one week break. Queen of excuses, i know ;)

I love this book doesn't mean that i am reflecting myself as a saddest girl. The author had foster several children over 11 years as full-time social worker. In fact, to be truth, i am absolutely love her job nature without expecting that i might join this kind of job one day in the future. Back to the story-line, this is a story where she is fostering one girl called Donna who came from a total abuse family which also neglecting her to the max. How she change her life, attitude, and also the whole process of accepting Cathy (the author) family were discussed in this storybook.

For more detail, go ahead to your nearest popular and grab it ;) Otherwise, you are welcome to borrow from me :D

So, i should proceed to: P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern.

This storybook was the author best selling book and was recommended by few of my friends too.

I should also revise my FA3, CPL and ICBM during my holiday. Aiksss.. so much to do! :(

Dream,

Annie

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大学の插曲 Outside the classroom

大学的生活，不能说忙，也不能说不忙。 事实上，只要你会分配时间，不管你在同一时间有多少事情，你都可以应付得来。 从小学的普通学生，到中学的学长，再到大学的课外活动活跃分子。说真的，我一直在想着办法让自己进步， 突破。 一直尝试着挖掘自己能力的我，希望自己不是在原地踏步，只能一直前进，一直把握任何机会。学长让我的沟通能力进步。认识了许多和我不同班的同学。大学的课外活动，让我学会了如何分配时间并且同时顾及事情的重要性。参与了两个完全不同性质的社团，使我学会了怎样在每个不同的环境里去适应及生存。

Some people tends to complaint that University life only contained their coursework and assignment. However, in fact, as long as you are able to manage your time, everything will goes smoothly as per your schedule. From a normal students during primary school, become a prefect during secondary school and now be an active member of my co-curriculum. In fact, I did changed a lot. Trying to grab every opportunities out there to improve myself not only mentally but also my soft-skills and other more. I believed that i learn my communication skills when i was a prefect as i required to deal with each and every type of students. And, now i am trying to improve my time management skills by activating myself in two clubs in school.

In fact, the purpose of me to join actively in two clubs are (1) to improve my time-management skills, (2) to meet more people of course, as well as (3) to allow myself to experience two societies that have a different cultures.

I did realized my weakness during my first -year internship which is time-management skills and that's the main reason i joined two club actively which most people seldom will do that :)

-Annie-

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助力 Assistant

我不介意当助理。不过，我要有能力的人当我的头。 当一个没能力的人的助理，请不要跟我开玩笑。 试过一次了，不想再有第二次。做任何事，都要想，好处是什么。最终会受委屈，会让自己不开心的事，最好一开始就中断。 我不适合当头的人，比较适合当助理。先声名，有能力的人的助理。不要到头来，我是决策人，你是常常有适当理由不动的人。 请，不要再让我失望。

I don't mind be an assistant. In fact, i feel that i am suitable to be an assistant. However, i will often feel very disappoint if my director/head ability is not that high. I am aware that everybody should be having a chance to learn. But, learn is through a platform, being a head is another platform from learn. You can't be learning from your assistant. Will that be fair? People often recognize the head as the one who make all the stuff, while assistant will only the one listen to the head. Do you know what's the feeling of an assistant being so busy all the while just because of his/her head have a super good reason to not touching the job? I think i should be clever this time.

Annie

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弟妹 Siblings

身为大姐的我，不管任何时刻，都要知道什么时候要让，要坚持，要放手，要有尊严，要退一步。 不容易，但我尽量。毕竟头脑有时没那么灵活。可爱的你们，永远都是我默默守候的。为了要我们五个孩子，没有隔阂，没有所谓的代沟，我愿意听你们说，看你们做，鼓励你们学。庆幸的，到现在我们还可以吵吵闹闹。我们并不顽皮，他们只是用了一个方式，来让整个屋子更热闹。我的弟妹都很聪明，这是我永远都不会告诉他们的秘密。:)

I am the eldest among my siblings. Some of my friends ask: "What's your feeling as an eldest sister? Most of the eldest will get the new stuff while the younger one will officially inheritance it. How about you?" And, my answer will always be the same. "You will know only if you try it." In fact, is not that hard :) As the eldest, i always need to know my own role. Besides take care my sibling, I also need to know when i should teach, scold, play and even learn from them. My mum always says:"Your siblings will take you as a role model. You are the one setting the target for your siblings" And, this is me now. I have to admit that they are great, but i can't tell them. Why? Because, for them, i am the great and the most clever sister ever!! xP

-Annie-

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柚子的背后 Pomelo

我会特别喜欢柚子♥ 因为不管它有多么的苦，最终一定会有那一丝丝的天意。 就像人生，我总会希望， 辛苦的日子过后，最后都会有那个能让我欣慰的结果 :)

Do you know? Pomelo will always have that bits of sweet no matter how bitter it is for your first bites. Similar to our life, i would like to hope that, no matter how challenging is my life going to be, or any obstacle that i am going to face in the future, I still can go through it no matter what will the ending be. :)

Life is tough. But, life will be even tougher if you are not dare to face it.

Annie

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Is not easy

有时候

并不是 我自己 出尔反尔

我 真的放不下

我 真的不放心

我 真的不忍心

我 真的心太软

也许

我应该看开点

被人利用?

应该是 想太多吧!

Life is ain't easy.

I tried to make it easier by doing everything in the best status.

But, sometimes...

You.Can't.Control.Every.Single.Things

被原谅很多次， 不代表我会再次给予原谅。

dissappointed,

Annie

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The power of words

"Good Luck, Qian Ying/Annie!"

Today, until today i realised, this words brings such powerful motivation. With a simple wishes, but it help and assist people who received it feel more confident on her/himself.

Today is my last paper of sem 3. Time flies. Management Accounting will not be a tough paper if you revise, practice and do more exercise. In contrast, if you did not prepared enough, you will not benefit from it. Thus, in my circumstances, i did not practice enough. Slacking hurts me :(

Received quite many 'good luck' wishes from my friend before the paper starts. From secondary school friends, society friends, primary friends... and of course candidates that having with me the same paper. These wishes did help me! Thanks to all of you :)

I will wish more people from now on.

I believed. It will help you :)

p/s: I am in love with korean songs!!

What should i do now?

Annie

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30-Hour Famine

Recently, i joined my society quite actively. Not only holding a post in Circle K but also a committe member in Chinese Society.

In fact, this does not indicate my course are very free. But, indeed is time management. There are still people that does not join anything, and just study but still get normal results. So, for me, why i should choose to waste my money for studying Taylor? The fees in Taylor is to cover all their service, not only your lecture, library, also sports, extra-curriculum staff salary, those facilities management salaries, those services. Why don't use sufficiently?

Thus, this is the reason i joined these club. And, now i am joining as committee member of 30-Hour Famine. Trust that this particular event is not new to everyone. But, in fact is new to me. I heard but did not joined before. First, no-one of my friends join this. And, i dont know where can i join this. But, this year. I decided to join.

By looking through their booklet. I realised there are a lot of stuff i dont know. I realised i am very lucky among all the people in the world. I have nice shelter, prepare foods, university holder, mobile phone, protected in a good health and many more. But, there are 9 million of children in the world die every year. And, do you know that? These 9 milllion children does not even celebrate their 5 years old birthday. I am know 20 years old. How lucky i am?

I believed. I will learn a lot through this DIY camp. As a committee and also a participants, i will definitely benefit from it.

This is one of my dream.


Children,
Annie

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pray to be better

Pray Hard

Hope everything goes well.

No matter is about the world.

No matter is about my health.

No matter is about my family.

No matter is about my friends.

Please give it the best :)

Coughing,

Annie

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Unique

I realised that most of my friends have their own unique abilities or i should consider as strenght of theirs'. I feel proud of them :) Some of them know how to draw well, communicate well, play music well, write chinese well, express their feelings well and many more.

In fact, i do feel that people should have their own special strenght that make themselved outstanding than others. It is so easy to find a normal person now but not a person which having a special strenght that we often looking for. Most of these person could leads people well with their confidence on their abilities. This is indeed very good! Some of them even used their abilities to do freelance or part-timers and some even take the opportunities that enable other people realised their own abilities/strenght.

How about mine? No worries! I am creating, building and also dreaming!

How about you?

Unique often will be the special,

Annie

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Hello!!

In fact, i did really miss you.

I miss those days we have fun together.

I miss those days we chat together.

But, we've lost contact.

I don't know what happened to you.

I have tried to get back you several times.

But, you always tell me that you can't make it.

I sense something wrong, but, i don't dare to ask you further.

I heard something about you. And, i just don't dare to believe that is the truth.

Please, can you tell me? That you miss us too?

Hello, friends. How are you?

Miss you,

Annie

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1.假如你想要一件东西，就放它走。它若能回来找你，就永远属于你；它若不回来，那根本就不是你的。

2.一个人会落泪，是因为痛；一个人之所以痛，是因为在乎；一个人之所以在乎，是因为有感觉；一个人之所以有感觉，仅因为你是一个人！所以，你有感觉，在 乎，痛过，落泪了，说明你是完整不能再完整的一个人。难过的时候，原谅自己，只不过是一个人而已，没有必要把自己看的这么坚不可摧。


3.如果真的有一天，某个回不来的人消失了，某个离不开的人离开了，也没关系。时间会把最正确的人带到你的身边，在此之前，你所要做的，是好好的照顾自己。

4.你可以沉默不语，不管我的着急；你可以不回信息，不顾我的焦虑；你可以将我的关心，说成让你烦躁的原因；你可以把我的思念，丢在角落不屑一顾。你可以 对着其他人微笑，你可以给别人拥抱，你可以对全世界好，却忘了我一直的伤心。------ 你不过是仗着我喜欢你，而那，却是唯一让我变得卑微的原因。

5.我们都不是很完美的人，但我们要接受不完美的自己。在孤独的时候，给自己安慰；在寂寞的时候，给自己温暖。学会独立，告别依赖，对软弱的自己说再见。 生活不是只有温暖，人生的路不会永远平坦，但只要你对自己有信心，知道自己的价值，懂的珍惜自己，世界的一切不完美，你都可以坦然面对。


6.Sometimes when I say "I'm ok" I just want some one to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say, "I know you're not.——"有时候，当我说“我很好”的时候，其实我希望有个人能看穿我的眼睛，紧紧的抱着我说：“我知道你并不好。"

7.小时候，希望自己快点长大，长大了，却发现遗失了童年；单身时，开始羡慕恋人的甜蜜，恋爱时，怀念单身时的自由。——— 很多事物，没有得到时总觉得美好，得到之后才开始明白：“我们得到的同时也在失去。”

8.面对， 不一定最难过。 孤独， 不一定不快乐。 得到， 不一定能长久。 失去， 不一定不再拥有。 不要因为寂寞而错爱， 不要因為错爱而寂寞一生。——【徐志摩】


9.能够慢慢培养的不是爱情，而是习惯。能够随着时间得到的，不是感情而是感动。所以爱是一瞬间的礼物，有就有，没有就没有。但反过来说，爱和婚姻实际并不是一回事情，并不是所有的爱情都要结婚的，也不是所有婚姻都有爱情的。


10.在这个世界上，没有人真正可以对另一个人的伤痛感同身受。你万箭穿心，你痛不欲生，也仅仅是你一个人的事，别人也许会同情，也许会嗟叹，但永远不会清楚你伤口究竟溃烂到何种境地。


11.别再为错过了什么而懊悔。你错过的人和事，别人才有机会遇见，别人错过了，你才有机会拥有。人人都会错过，人人都曾经错过，真正属于你的，永远不会错过。

12.做一个坚强的女子，坦然面对，勇敢体会，,忘记消逝的人和事。不能拥有的，懂得放弃，不能碰触的，学会雪藏。与其沉溺过往，不如沐浴晴朗，扔掉悲伤和孤寂，摆脱无助和漠然，不再害怕未知，也不必盲目迷茫。告诉自己，我可以。

13.《一封写给自己的信》： “亲爱的自己，不要抓住回忆不放，断了线的风筝，只能让它飞，放过它，更是放过自己；亲爱的自己，你必须找到除了爱情之外，能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上 的东西；亲爱的自己，你要自信甚至是自恋一点，时刻提醒自己我值得拥有最好的一切。”

14.做一个快乐的女子，一定要快乐,不快乐也要制造快乐，笑容不一定能使世界绽放，却可放松紧绷的胸膛，开心，就笑，让大家都感染到，悲伤，就哭，美 容，倾诉，然后一切归零，爽朗，对内心卑微的自己笑笑，汲取安慰和力量，信赖，神清气爽，然后可以轻舞飞扬，生活，其实没有什么大不了。

15.有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；有时候，明知没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了。


16.怕被伤害的人，永远抓不到真正的幸福；怕伤害别人的人，永远都会被别人有意无意的伤害。


17.人之所以会烦恼，就是记性太好。该记的，不该记的都会留在记忆里。而我们又时常记住了应该忘掉的事情，忘掉了应该记住的事情。有时要做可爱、可笑的 傻瓜，忘记人们对他的嘲笑与冷漠，忘记人世间的恩恩怨怨，忘记世俗的功名利禄，忘记这个世界的一切，活在自己的世界里随心所欲地快乐着，傻傻地笑着。

18.有时候，我们感觉走到了尽头，其实只是心走到了尽头。再深的绝望，都是一个过程，总有结束的时候，回避始终不是办法。鼓起勇气昂然向前，或许机遇就在下一秒。几米说过，我总是在最深的绝望里，看见最美的风景。

19.对待爱人最残忍的方式，不是爱恨交织，不是欺骗背叛，而是在极致的疼爱之后，逐渐淡漠的爱。

20.爱情里，总有一个主角和一个配角，累的永远是主角，伤的永远是配角；有时，爱也是种伤害：残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己；人生就 是一种承受，需要学会支撑。支撑事业，支撑家庭，甚至支撑起整个社会，有支撑就一定会有承受，支撑起多少重量，就要承受多大压力。

21.真正爱你的人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人；真正爱你的人，总是惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么；真正爱你的 人，只会在你一个人面前流泪；真正爱你的人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿；真正爱你的人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是最棒的。


22.如果我不在乎妳，我不会在为你笑；不会变得这么脆弱；不会在意你做的每件事；不会静静的想着你发呆；不会记住你说的每句话；不会为你心痛；不会自己 一人珍惜与你在一起的时刻；不会总是不由自主的想起你；不会这么轻易的让痛苦折磨自己；不会为了无关重要的小细节跟你争执；这一切只因为我在乎你。


23.如果有一天我不再烦你，如果有一天，你的生活中没有了我，没有了每天的电话，每天的留言，每天的关心，每天的小小脾气。我把一切一切都表现了出来，你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了，可是我却离开了。今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的……


24.有些人很坚强，喜欢在流泪的人面前，开导逗笑；又无所不能，总是轻而易举地帮助别人解决难题；为了理想，再苦再累也心甘情愿。但面对自己的创伤，他 们只会躲在角落里看着伤口变大；只有面对最信赖的人时，才会丢盔弃甲，委屈地流下眼泪。在哭过之后，笑着擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做得很好。

25.如果有一天，你要离开我，我不会留你，我知道你有你的理由；如果有一天，你说还爱我，我会告诉你，其实我一直在等你；如果有一天，我们擦肩而过，我 会停住脚步，凝视你远去的背影，告诉自己那个人我曾经爱过。或许人一生可以爱很多次，然而总有一个人可以让我们笑得最灿烂，哭得最透彻，想得最深切。


26.无论生活得多么艰难，最后你总会找到一个让你心甘情愿傻傻相伴的人。


27.每个人都有一个死角，自己走不出来，别人也闯不进去。我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。你不懂我，我不怪你。每个人都有一道伤口，-或深或浅....我把 最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。-你不懂我，我不怪你。每个人都有一行眼泪，喝下的冰冷的水，酝酿成的热泪。我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。你不懂我，我不怪你。


28.你的过去我来不及参与，你的未来我奉陪到底。


29.我不贪心，也不等待。我找到感觉对的人，就决定了。我不喜欢左顾右盼，我的时间有限，我想用有限的时间跟另一个人过Better life，而不是用我的Life，去找一个Better的人 。

30.没有谁可以重复谁，没有哪个故事可以重复别的故事。每一段真心的感情，每一个温暖过我们的画面，都不会存在相同的蓝本。那一定是唯一的。每一个人在最好年华的某个深夜站在街灯下，眼角眉梢说过的爱，那一定是绝无仅有，独有版本的的爱。


31.如果，在身边的最后真的不是你。如果经历了那么多坎坷辗转后，最终还是要分开。如果故事到最后，是我们的身边都有了别的人。如果回忆，诺言和曾经相 爱的决心都在现实面前变得渺小，不堪一击。不管以后如何，不管结局如何。现在的我还是愿意执着的去爱。------ 我们一起等我们的最后，最后的最后。


32.做一个温暖的女子。做一个爱笑的女子。快乐并懂得如何快乐。快乐并感染身边的人快乐。尽力做到更好。偶尔任性，却不犀利。偶尔敏感，却不神经质。乐意和大家分享所有开心和不开心的事情。高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就哭，然后当做什么也没发生。


33.愿你是那只刺猬，我予你柔软的拥抱，你予我鲜血淋漓的爱。


34.爱一个人，就是在漫长的时光里和他一起成长，在人生最后的岁月一同凋零。

34.总有一个人，一直住在心底，却消失在生活里。


35.女人，你总是那么害怕离别，却总是假装坚强；女人，你总是那么害怕黑夜，却总是暗自躲藏；女人，你总是那么害怕独处，却总是孤单一人；女人，你总是 那么容易付出，明知是痛苦，却还那么执着；女人，你总是那么容易受伤，明知是欺骗，却还自欺欺人；女人，你怎么总是那么傻，让人心疼。


36.常常会在不经意间想起曾经的某个人，不是忘不了，而是放不下。那些不愿再向任何人提起的牵挂，在黑暗的角落里潜滋暗长。总是在不懂爱的时候遇见了不 该放弃的人，在懂得爱以后却又偏偏种下无意的伤害遇见某个人才真正读懂了爱的含义；错过某个人，才真正体会到了心痛的感觉。


37.你，一个最重要的过客，之所以是过客，因为你未曾会为我停留。曾经在我人生中撒下欢乐的种子，之所以只是种子而不开花，因为你未曾为它浇水施肥。曾 经划下我人生中的一根伤痕，之所以有伤痕，因为你未曾温柔地怜悯过。曾经给我一线的光明而瞬间带来全部的黑暗，之所以灰暗，因为你未曾想过为我照亮。


38.我们一直觉得妥协一些、将就一些、容忍一些可以得到幸福，但当你的底线放得越低，你得到的就是更低的结果。------ 不要总抱怨自己遇到的人都不靠谱，如果别人总这么对你，那么一定是你教会了别人用这样的方式对你。 ------ 爱是平等的，可以付出更多，也可以爱他更多，但决不是妥协、将就、容忍。


39.时间，让深的东西越来越深，让浅的东西越来越浅。看的淡一点，伤的就会少一点，时间过了，爱情淡了，也就散了。------ 别等不该等的人，别伤不该伤的心。我们真的要过了很久很久，才能够明白，自己真正怀念的，到底是怎样的人，怎样的事。

40.生活就是这样，没有谁会永远陪在我们身边，我们应该学会一个人面对生活中的种种，虽然一个人真的好孤单，但我们依然要面对一个人的生活不是吗？一个人的路虽然不是很好走，可我们依然要坚强的走下去……走到地老天荒，走到夕阳西下……

x x x

Some is true,

Some is stupid,

Some depends on situation,

Some depends on people.

Whether which is your story, only you will know the truth :)

Words are powerful.

Please admit it.

With a big big smile,

Annie

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Underestimation

From my previous post, you might think that i am a crazy person as i go uni 2 hours earlier just because of basement parking. But, i did. This is even my first time to wake up so early just for a stupid parking spot.

Anyway, MA test is freaking stupid. 2 hours before the test, our tutors describe that our mid test will be easier than final and she really felt that our test is VERY easy! HALO! Who says that? I am stuck with one structure question for 1 hour!! Our test is 1 and a half. 12 MCQ with consider not too good. but, ok only. 2 structure question. First one is quite okay. But, the second one is killing. Lack of information larhhh i suspect.

But, you know what? At the end of the test, left only less than 10 people in the class of 90+ people that sitting the test. REDICULOUS. When i handed in my paper, i turn-ed back and see. O M G. Left 1 which is my friend. Too concentrating on the QUESTION and din realise that MOST of the people left earlier. i am like wth =.=

Sort of. E M O again....



problem, Annie

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New Facts on ME

1. I can't write a fluent mandarin essay anymore.
This is a sad case anyway. I realized it when i am trying to write a mandarin letter to 8TV for enquiry on visitation to their TV station. And, i can't even open a nice sentences which i could done it easily last time :(

2. I am training myself on time management this sem.
Yeap. To improve on this, i am having a position for one of my club and another freaking position for another club. Sometimes, i am just very regret to hold these position as my work load for this sem is freaking TOO MUCH! Online test helding every weeks for 1 subject. Another subject helding 2 weeks once. In fact, this is really too much when you were trying hard to score a FULL mark for each test as it should be easier to score if you STUDY WELL. If you understand the whole bunch of chapter, you should score it easily as OPEN BOOK + STUDIED. But, the point is, i am having difficulties with stupid complicated question.

3. I need more time.
No time to study, no time to rest, no time to take a breath!

4. I am not hardworking anymore as i was before.
One words to describe me now. Lazy.

5. I miss working life in Maersk Line
I think working should be better as you not required to think anything about assignment, presentation, homework, meetings, club, test and so much of things!!!

6. I have lost my passion and motivation somewhere else. Can you find for me?

7. Now is 11.47pm and i should going to bed so that i could wake up 6am in the morning for 7am basement parking, 8am library, 10am class. In fact, i am going to have my MA test tomorrow. Don't ask me whether i am prepared. Just wish me luck :) Thanks!

Shutting-off, Annie

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Thoughts

In fact, i don't like complaining.
Unless is really rediculous, i will choose not to join the crowd.

For me, i believe that everyone is doing their best. Although there were still problem occured, as long as I am still able to solve it. I will still choose to bare with it.

In my opinion, IF you are able throw a better solution to resolve the complain you are going to made, then, go on please. If no, please think before you act.

Is not an easy job in terms of throwing a GOOD solutions that benefits both parties. Who don't want to solve the problem? Everyone DO.

Have to admit this, i am a selfish person. xP In terms of maybe just ensure that i found my own solutions. I would willing to sacrifice something to make the process go smooth. But, of course, if everyone do the same as me, i would be the next one who facing the problem. That's the reason i choose to express my feelings here xP

Why i suddenly say so? Because i saw they are really doing their best. I can see that they really think hard for a solution that benefits both parties. Once they realised on their mis-judgement, they had do their best to solve it. But, of course, still not perfect enough. :(

Nothing is 100% perfect. Just bare with the 20% of imperfect of it for now. Hoping they could find the best solution ASAP for future people. :)


The Issue explaning here: Taylor's Lakeside Parking Problem


Analysed,
Annie

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Our distance

I just realized.

The distance between us had become further as time goes by.

Because,

I HAVE CHANGED.

+Lazy,

Annie

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Courage

There are many things i want to do.

There are many things i wish to do.

There are many things i am waiting for oppurtunity.

There are many things i hope i could do it.

Isn't easy.

How should i start?

Annie

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Feel like saying..

I finished my internship.

Started my second year university life.

Attended the lecture for all subject.

Conclusion: Good Luck to me =)

In fact, i don't know what should i blog...

Rest in Peace @.@

Lazy,

Annie

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AND

I have a strong urged to tell these two Chinese words without reasons.

不勇敢。

矛盾。

Don't ask me why.

I believe the second word is about my work life.

And the first one is about my hidden attitude.

I think soooo...

Red nose now,

Annie

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OFFICIALLY announced: I am Sick

As i mentioned through my yesterday post, i feel like i am going to fall a sick.

And now...

HHAAAAhAAAAAAAAAAAAA CHIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

HHAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA QIUUUUUUUUUUUU

HAAAAAAAAA QIUUUUUUUUUU

HHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CHIIIUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

HA CHIUUUUUUUUUUUU

okay. Total is 5 times? Indicates what?

You are thinking of me!

Please people, stop thinking of me xP

Too cold?

Annie

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1 more months to go...

Please don't feel that i am desperating to go as i am start counting the day i left for my internship. In fact, is due to one of my friends which is interns too is leaving us this week. As we knew earlier, she is going to leave the company by this week as she wants to go back to her hometown. While she was counting how many days she left in this company, and i start realise that i have 1 month sharp more with my collegues. I am 'enjoying' okay?!

In fact, this is really a big and international company that you could find their office all around the world. I don't know the reason behind it is because of they doing logistic or they are really a super BIG company.

After certain weeks of honey moon period, hectic life come towards me which end up make me feel that studying is slightly better than working. I don't know again is because of my department or what, my task now is like non-stop and no-end. In our department, there are two interns which included me with my another friends. From what i can feel, we are like becoming a permanent staff instead of interns as we could already deal most of the emails and so on. However, it still great to accepting their task assigned as we could learn more from there and also act as 'not just an interns' in this company.

My department is all woman or i should say NO-MALE at all. I don't know how to explain in words on how big or how small my department is as it is really complicated if you want me to describe it. xP

Mails is going on and getting more from days to days. Other task was assigned as top priority. Reminder from customer is increase number by number. Calling from customer is also increase from day to day. O M G.

And this lead me to thinking off, how actually they are going or they had survived when we both interns are not around? hmmmm...

In conclusion, one more month to go with the include of CNY, those sub-sub holidays xP heheheee..

p/s: Feel like i am going to sick by tomorrow as my nose start to sucks and my troat is not functioning well. wopppssss...

Hectic,

Annie

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The other part of the truth

我总不说

因为

我不知如何怎样和你表达

我的感受

I am not a genius.

There are still things that i don't know.

Silence,

Annie

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When she found herself...

In fact, it is going to be an impossible mission for me if you called me read finish a story book especially those chinese story book. Once i though of, spending time in a books that is unrelated with my studies make me feel that i am wasting my own time.

At the same time, i have also a very bad habit. Once i entered any Bookstore which is one of my favourite "shopping" places, I will have a very strong urge to buy at least one book. As my siblings are a story book freak, this make me feel that i should not just spending my time solely on my studies but also try to spend little of it on story books.

Hence, this is the book i bought from china during my trips to 'shan tou'. A book that telling several teenage love story. And i could also say, similar with those unrealistic story that showed in taiwanese drama.

The attraction point that make me keep continue to read this book is the main character of this story. She does not have a same environment with me but a same point of view on how we treat 'love'.




This is the book i read halfway and trying to finished it before my course re-open.

"I believed

everyone will have their own unique love story

and it definitely will come to you once your faith is there"

Faith,

Annie

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09th Jan 2011

Just feel like blogging but there are nothing for me to blog xP

Currently busy with:

1. Chinese New Year event by Chinese Society

2. Maersk's Annual Dinner 2011

3. Online Subject Registration SP2

4. Chinese New Year Celebration

5. Practice Piano

6. WORKING!!

Yeah, in fact, i am really busy :((

Working takes the most time of my day.

After working, night will only be period for me to rest.

But.....

Tiring Holiday.

Sendiri Cari Pasal,

Annie

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那 真的是我要的吗？

那

真的是我想要的吗？

那个

要争取 好难好难

那个

要达到 好难好难

那个

要成为 好难好难

那个

要放弃 也 很难

开始 彷徨

开始 觉得自己

没有那个

能力

tougher than i thought,

Annie

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one of my FACT

I just realize something of ME.

I am a typical girl who judge a person based on their attitude.

If a person have an awesome appearance but i do know that him/her have a bad attitude.

I will then not feel that she/he have a good appearance anymore.

vice verca...

If a person have a normal appreance but he/she have a good attitude.

I will then always feel that he/she have a good appearance..

BUT

When i dont know he or her, of course, i will judge by my impression :D

Conclusion: Behave please.

I am,

Annie

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Friends Power

In fact, i enjoy chatting with friends that i believed.

In fact, i love to gossip with friends that i like.

In fact, i feel comfort when i am surrounded by them.

Of course, not every friends have the power.

but only few of them...

As we always said: You might need many Friends but anyhow, you will only need a few TRUE FRIENDS.

Glad to meet you all and we did have a memorable night :)

Love,

Annie

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