Exhauted

Heading to one month anniversary for my this year temporary job.
I learnt nothing except for the disadvantage of a manual company.

In fact, i am not a picky job seeker.
I just wish to at least learn something from a company even doing the basic stuff of the company.


In here, i am a filing staff. Is like i am responsible to file the whole invoice of the company. It comes everyday.
Of course, as usual, i will try my best to finished my task as soon as possible.
However, when i ask further whether i can help after my task done, my supervisor seems clueless, and dont know what should she give me to do. In my heart, i am wondering: 'Are you expecting you are recruiting a temporary staff for only filing for whole her contract period?' Disappointing.

Besides, i also realized their company culture are different compare to my previous company. Most of it are Malay and their attitude are normal, 'normal Malay attitude'. Of course, not all the Malay are so, just few. But, their attitude do affect my attitude!! Just imagine, i can file a series number for 2 hour and 30 min. If they can do it, the company not even need to recruit me to just FILE the invoice!

My manager did tried to pass me some taxation stuff. As i am not sure, and she is busy, she throw my a 10 years old text book called 'MALAYSIAN TAXATION' and expect me to understand and classify whether which component among the 1000+ component are not tax deductible.. speechless. Just bare in mind, it is not a SMALL and SIMPLE company!

Tell me whether i should continue my carrier for 1 more month. Indeed, i did not feel this strong urge of resign myself before this. Although i am also tired to work in every company, but, at least i like the staff, especially company culture over there. Although tired, but i understand that i can learn many things out of it. But, this time, is different... especially when my supervisor dont know what task should assigned to me and start ask around whether there is anything to FILE, i feel like crying... i dont feel good, i feel i was treat like a kid, who you give her money and complete the task that no-one wants to do it...

1 more month, but... am i learning to be patient? OR wasting my time?

not feel good,
Annie