Reborn

School actually reopened one week. But still, i am in holiday mood. Playing games, watching drama, slacking everywhere just dont want to touch any of the books.

Text books all bought. In fact, still lazy to read it or anything. The freshness of university life had lost. The mood, motivate or anything that could inspire me had gone. TOTALLY gone.

Something goes wrong.

p/s: Passed all my first sem course :) Result are consider moderate. Seriously only Moderate.

Pheonix,

Annie

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Behind of it...

Results are out.

Satisfy or Not Satisfy?

You should be feel it when reading it.

Am i greedy?

I know i should be contented as long as it is PASS.

But..

This is not the results i wish to get at the beginning of uni life.

This is not good.

Should putting more effort.

I know i am slacking.

This is a BAD news.

Obstacles!!!

Dissapointed on my effort.

Seriously,

Annie

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Suspicious

Went out with my buddies for lunch just now.

To me, it is really a great afternoon as i really miss them so much. Although those memorable memories that we have during secondary school cant be repeated, but i still try to maintain although we are no more close enough for now.

I had left secondary school for one and a half year. There are so much things happened and so many people that i had met between these years. Happening is always fast and hard to describe it. Living without any close seondary school-mates around during this one and a half year is a challenges to me. Not too hard, but also not easy at all. Figuring any faces in front of me whether is truthful or fake will be the question that keep appearing in my brain. Is not that i did not trust my friends. But maybe is the fact that i am not use to the environment changed.

Of course, i still trust my friends :) Although so many things happened to me, i still try to think postitively. Trusting each other is always the best way to keep a friendship. Although there will be betrayer sometimes, i will not regret, but will just feel dissapointed.

I know, i am not perfect.

I know, i am straight forward.

Please be honest to yourself and to me.

And thanks for my buddies and all my friends that live beside me when i needed you all :)

Thanks,

Annie

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我爱你

爱一个人不简单， 包容一个人的缺点更不容易。 我知道，在那形形色色的现实里， 爱，总是让人忐忑不安。 这个爱， 是真的吗？ 那个爱， 是假的吧？我自己也不敢确认。有时， 看着别人勇敢去爱的表现， 让人羡慕。 难道，相信， 真的是爱的窍门吗？

我不愿去尝试，因为我不相信爱情。

我不愿相信爱情，因为我很怕受伤。

我不愿相信爱情，因为我不喜欢分开的滋味。

每次，久违的朋友总是询问， 你有男朋友了吗？ 我总是笑着回答， 没那么快啦！这样的回答， 总是让她们质疑。毕竟身旁的朋友一个接一个的开始谈恋爱了。

有人说，找一个爱你的人， 就对了。

我弟说，找一个值得你和他结婚，就对了。

我爸说，工作的时候，找一个诚实，有上进心的人， 就对了。

我妈说，工作的时候，找一个家庭背景好的， 就对了。

我都一笑置之。

我可以承认。 我不会面对爱情。

我能默默的爱。

我能静静的望。

就是不敢面对

或坦白。

最近，网上流传很多关于要珍惜身旁的人的片段。

脑里面，瞬间浮现了两个人。

让我愧疚的，也许只有他们。

当我不能接受爱情是，他们就是牺牲者。

片段里，有明确。。。

当我离开时，你会伤心吗？ 。。。我会。

当我离开时，你会后悔吗？ 。。。我不知道。

当我离开时，你会开心吗？ 。。。我不会

简单来说，对你们，我只能说：对不起。

我相信

爱情是随缘的。

我相信

值得我对他坦白的人 会出现。

我相信

有一天 我会很幸福。

我曾经喜欢你，

Annie

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VOLTERRA

Something is going to be wrong.

What is it?

Unsecure.

Crying.

Silence

+ + +

Second week of holiday.

I dont like the feeling when it is too relax.

like Lifeless.

+ + +

This is my 100th post.

Happy Annivesary :)

Where is it?

Annie

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Pretend to be expert...

因为我不想让你知道

所以我装

因为我不想与你吵架

所以我装

因为我不想让你担心

所以我装

因为我不想多说

所以我装

因为我不想坦白

所以我装

因为我不想明白

所以我装

总结：

因为我很自私。

Fake,

Annie

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a FINALLY met up ♥

okay, let me see my holiday planning list...

1. Change my blog template.
2. Upgrade my RC.
3. Read finish New Moon.
4. Done my resume
5. Outing with my secondary school friends.
6. Outing with my SAM friends.
7. Outing with some of my friends.

Ha harps!! Almost gonna finish! However, i dont think so i will redecorate my RC design as i dont really want to waste my RC coins and time in this. So, no. 2 not going to boder it anymore.

About the New Moon, I really read okay! Is just a slow progress. ;p hehe.. Anyway, i think i must finish it by this week as sunday may go popular with my family and i need to finish it in order to buy the next episode - Eclipse ;)

No doubt that i totally ignore my resume. Serious thingy!! Next week! Next week! Next week must done. I hope soooo..

Will be out with pk and min dee tomorrow. And also for a lunch with my besties. It means, in pregress ;) That's good! haha!!

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So, how's today?

Had a lunch with my SAM's econs teacher -- Pn Nor, as well as Justin Voon and Wui Liang :) We have kenny rodgers in Subang Parade. It is new to me as i normally went sunway pyramid instead of subang parade. Besides, i nearlly got lost on the way back home since i dont know the road and no one besides me ;( But, luckily i am here now =) haha!!

Although the met up only have just few of us, but we still able to talk a lot!! haha!! Pn. Nor is still busy with her book and her spa business although she had left taylor's. How's nice!! Besides, we also enjoy the 'cold' or so called 'lame' jokes!! haha!! I love the Romeo and Juliet part as we really think so hard and end up answer without expectancy. LOL!!

Although is short met up but i think is meaningful as we really have no met so long and we share so much!!

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So, tomorrow? Outing again!! haha!! My mum is scolding me!!! ;p


nice,
Annie

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do re mi fa so ♥

I am learning grade 2 exam pieces currently. I dont know whether it is consider fast or not. But, i really think is quite fast. =)

I know how to play "My Hearth Will Go On" now by Celine dion which was also the theme song of Titanic. Is not fully handle anyway, and it quite little part compare to those FULL version. Is nice to listen it ;)

Now, i try to complete the sheet of "You Raise Me Up" during my holiday. I think most of you heard before. It is preety easy when i play with only my right hand but not with both :(

Besides, i am also start my "New Moon". Is quite nice, but i really dont know how to read it finished. I really hope it will be before my sem 2 start.

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Yesterday night, i really think of whether it is worth to pay too much attention on my RC. In fact, it is really not worth at all. But, i think i am 100% addicted. What should i do know then? :(

Okay, just a quick update. Need to be back with my piano theory as tomorrow have classes :) haha!! Stay tune!

Relax,
Annie

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New feeling ♥

Done with one of my holiday resolution -- Update my whole blog.
I feel it quite nice actually XD haha!!

Why i choose this?

First, i dont want to be emo, so, i did colourful chatbox.
Second, I dont want my blog full of wordy, so, i put some pictures.
Third, I really think is nice ;) haha!!

Don't you think so? =p

Changed,
Annie

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2nd July 2010, Friday ♥

Had been so long never met zhi jin. Hence, we have a meet up yesterday =) She changed a lot! She dye her hair into dark brown colour which actually look more nicer!! And i really cant imagine how prettier will she be after several years! haha :)

We watched this -- The Backup Plan. It is quite interesting with a little bit boring. I think the moral of the values for this movie is -- Trusth the one you should trust or else you will lose it. It will still recommended by me anyway. :)

Before the movie, we have our lunch at Yip's Restaurant. Although there are no promises for the food of this restaurant, however, what we had ordered is still consider tasty -- not bad. haha!!

Zhi Jin

Me ;p

We went shopping after that!! haha!! But we dont actually shop as we dont have the basic requirements -- MONEY. However, i still manage to buy a bag that i will bring during my 2nd sem of my university life. haha!!

Then, i also went to her house now that located nearby Taylor's Subang. This is the second time i went to people's rental house after Yvonne. Her house is quite comfort =) I kinda love it! haha!! We chat and gossip a lot as usual. haha!! Really miss her a lot anyway :)

This is me when i am stoning center of the JAM =(

About Jin: I knew her during form 1 due to we are both prefect. Although we doesn't join the same class before, however, we are still close with each other as we have a similar characteristics. I most probably will agree on the fact that if you dont know me, you will not know the true side of me. Same with her too. As a prefect, we done what we are require. Other time of that, we done what we want. Is not to say that prefect life is suffering, but we should always realise that in reality, there are no freedom. You still need to follow the rules and regulations although it is not in your principle.

Therefore, please dont judge the book by it's cover. I believe that most of the people which knew me as a prefect before this and as a friends after that will feel that i am a totally different person between these two. Therefore, dont say I am different from what you saw in secondary life and i changed a lot after leaving secondary school if you dont know me before this. haha ;)

Not mixing both,

Annie

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