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Went out with my buddies for lunch just now.

To me, it is really a great afternoon as i really miss them so much. Although those memorable memories that we have during secondary school cant be repeated, but i still try to maintain although we are no more close enough for now.

I had left secondary school for one and a half year. There are so much things happened and so many people that i had met between these years. Happening is always fast and hard to describe it. Living without any close seondary school-mates around during this one and a half year is a challenges to me. Not too hard, but also not easy at all. Figuring any faces in front of me whether is truthful or fake will be the question that keep appearing in my brain. Is not that i did not trust my friends. But maybe is the fact that i am not use to the environment changed.

Of course, i still trust my friends :) Although so many things happened to me, i still try to think postitively. Trusting each other is always the best way to keep a friendship. Although there will be betrayer sometimes, i will not regret, but will just feel dissapointed.

I know, i am not perfect.

I know, i am straight forward.

Please be honest to yourself and to me.

And thanks for my buddies and all my friends that live beside me when i needed you all :)

Thanks,

Annie