回到初衷 Be back

Today is 22 June. Refer back to my latest post only realize that i actually seldom blog these days. Sometimes, just nothing to blog about. Or i should say lazy. :p

Back to the main topic.

Yup. I really feel that i think too much after entering university. Sometimes, is just too complicated that i shouldn't treat it so. Besides, people here are not normal @.@ They have their own strength, own super ability. They dare, they try, they win, they achieve. Sometimes, i really feel that i am a small people beside them. Good or Bad? I dont really want to judge.

Sometimes, i think off. What should i do to outstanding myself from 20,000 and more fresh graduates. Outstanding results not required anymore. Is a MUST. Ability, STRENGTH??!!

+ + +

Then, during the revision of ADA paper which i actually took the paper today. I realize, i actually change much. I keep following my friends. Keep follow their step and not really happy with it. And i recall those days i study for my SPM, SAM. I revise happily and fully before take my exam. I feel confidence after finish the paper =) And end up get a satisfy results.

But, university life is really pressure. Uncertainty is anywhere. Not only assignment. But also finals. We dont have pass year paper. We do very few exercise. VERY FEW = 1 or 2. This is so called university life.

End up, results on passing stage only. No Credit and don't think of distinction. But, i really wish to get it. I work full effort but.. but.. result is damn LOW! AND my some of my SAM friends could get credit, distinction and high distinction for their paper. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?? Can somebody tell me T.T I dont think is university problem as i believe UniSA is more lower rank compare to RMIT, Adelaide, Monash, anything la @.@

After that, my target is only PASS the subject. I dont want to retake or resit!!

+ + +

So, i decide. I need to go back to my previous attitude on studies. I should try somethings that could be fun on my subjects. I don't know it may help or not. But, i think i better try first =)

* I did ADA paper quite well ^^ Balance everything. Even some of the theory question i did before. hehe.. but, after this paper. Other 3 is quite tough. As it not my strength and is my weakness!! UNDERSTANDABILITY!!!

* I will try to blog more. Remember TRY only :p

Tough,

Annie