the clefs


Saturday, July 31, 2010

Reborn


School actually reopened one week. But still, i am in holiday mood. Playing games, watching drama, slacking everywhere just dont want to touch any of the books.

Text books all bought. In fact, still lazy to read it or anything. The freshness of university life had lost. The mood, motivate or anything that could inspire me had gone. TOTALLY gone.


Something goes wrong.

p/s: Passed all my first sem course :) Result are consider moderate. Seriously only Moderate.


Pheonix,
Annie

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Saturday, July 24, 2010

Behind of it...


Results are out.

Satisfy or Not Satisfy?
You should be feel it when reading it.

Am i greedy?

I know i should be contented as long as it is PASS.
But..

This is not the results i wish to get at the beginning of uni life.
This is not good.

Should putting more effort.
I know i am slacking.

This is a BAD news.

Obstacles!!!


Dissapointed on my effort.


Seriously,
Annie

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Suspicious


Went out with my buddies for lunch just now.
To me, it is really a great afternoon as i really miss them so much. Although those memorable memories that we have during secondary school cant be repeated, but i still try to maintain although we are no more close enough for now.

I had left secondary school for one and a half year. There are so much things happened and so many people that i had met between these years. Happening is always fast and hard to describe it. Living without any close seondary school-mates around during this one and a half year is a challenges to me. Not too hard, but also not easy at all. Figuring any faces in front of me whether is truthful or fake will be the question that keep appearing in my brain. Is not that i did not trust my friends. But maybe is the fact that i am not use to the environment changed.

Of course, i still trust my friends :) Although so many things happened to me, i still try to think postitively. Trusting each other is always the best way to keep a friendship. Although there will be betrayer sometimes, i will not regret, but will just feel dissapointed.

I know, i am not perfect.
I know, i am straight forward.

Please be honest to yourself and to me.

And thanks for my buddies and all my friends that live beside me when i needed you all :)


Thanks,
Annie

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

我爱你

爱一个人不简单, 包容一个人的缺点更不容易。 我知道,在那形形色色的现实里, 爱,总是让人忐忑不安。 这个爱, 是真的吗? 那个爱, 是假的吧?我自己也不敢确认。有时, 看着别人勇敢去爱的表现, 让人羡慕。 难道,相信, 真的是爱的窍门吗?

我不愿去尝试,因为我不相信爱情。
我不愿相信爱情,因为我很怕受伤。
我不愿相信爱情,因为我不喜欢分开的滋味。

每次,久违的朋友总是询问, 你有男朋友了吗? 我总是笑着回答, 没那么快啦!这样的回答, 总是让她们质疑。毕竟身旁的朋友一个接一个的开始谈恋爱了。

有人说,找一个爱你的人, 就对了。
我弟说,找一个值得你和他结婚,就对了。
我爸说,工作的时候,找一个诚实,有上进心的人, 就对了。
我妈说,工作的时候,找一个家庭背景好的, 就对了。

我都一笑置之。

我可以承认。 我不会面对爱情。

我能默默的爱。
我能静静的望。
就是不敢面对
或坦白。

最近,网上流传很多关于要珍惜身旁的人的片段。
脑里面,瞬间浮现了两个人。

让我愧疚的,也许只有他们。
当我不能接受爱情是,他们就是牺牲者。

片段里,有明确。。。

当我离开时,你会伤心吗? 。。。我会。
当我离开时,你会后悔吗? 。。。我不知道。
当我离开时,你会开心吗? 。。。我不会

简单来说,对你们,我只能说:对不起。


我相信
爱情是随缘的。

我相信
值得我对他坦白的人 会出现。

我相信
有一天 我会很幸福。


我曾经喜欢你,
Annie

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

VOLTERRA


Something is going to be wrong.
What is it?
Unsecure.
Crying.
Silence
+ + +
Second week of holiday.
I dont like the feeling when it is too relax.
like Lifeless.
+ + +
This is my 100th post.
Happy Annivesary :)
Where is it?
Annie

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