Insecure

Feeling unsecured without specific reason.

Too many things happened today. I cant say is all bad. But even a single happy moments may let me feel insecure too. Putting a mask to face people is difficult. Thinking of what will going to happened tomorrow is even unpredictable.

I dont like the way i am now. Feel so bad and nonsense. What actually should i be now? A spy or a normal worker.

TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR. TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR

People keeping saying me i should. But, i feel dun have the requirement to have it. And i haven't learn how to 'act' it.


p/s~ i love piano lessons. It make me cool down and happy easily XD Music is just a magic

p/s~ My neighbors just put fireworks while i am blogging. I love to stare at fireworks. Cause i feel i should appreciate the time when the beautiful moments come in accidentally =)

relax,
Annie